I made a post not long ago about how I wanted to re-evaluate my drawing style and habits this year...But the more I think about it, it's really the fact of if I even really want to draw at all that I need to re-evaluate.
I'm getting old...I'm a millennial boomer now, and I've achieved nothing. But more specifically, I've done nothing with my drawings...No web comics, no ambitions to speak of...Lots of day dreaming, but no effort into actually doing anything other then just drawing nonsense for attention...And it's not fulfilling anymore. The little ticks and check marks to notify that some random people liked a doodle in passing feels hollow these days.
I also don't think I draw as well as I should for my age...Maybe if I was still in my 20's...But there are artists now much younger then I that are far more talented, because they are real artists...I've just been pretending this whole time.
I donno...Something I should seriously resolve...I'm not as young and naive as I once was...Now I'm old a stupid.